February 2012
I’m going to bed, in hopes that I’ll wake up and it’ll be October 2011 and I’ll be on Emily’s couch and everything will be warm and happy and normal again.
Story time?
Freshman year I dated my best friend. He was really nice and funny and out going. Our personalities meshed really well. He was a messianic jew, which means he was a Christian that followed the Jewish roots of his ancestry. I, however, did not subscribe to any religion and my past pushed me to be rathe anti-religion. He would always invite me to his church and his youth group and stuff, but I would...
Anonymous asked: You're not perfect. Any guy who thinks you are is infatuated with you. Understand that you have flaws and he'll only be good for you if he can see passed them.
Anonymous asked: I'm afraid I'll creep you out...
Anonymous asked: It's not that I don't think you're nice, because you are. You are the most amazing girl I have ever met.
Everybody thinks I’m fine
But You see me here in pieces
Would You put me back together?
I can’t hold myself together anymore
Anonymous asked: I'm going to post to you every night. Enclosed with ever post, i will remind you of how pretty you are. someday, someday, you will figure out who I am...
I’m really really upset and I don’t know what to do. I suppose people are just going to leave and I need to accept that.
My whole life is consumed with the fear that one day, everyone I ever cared about will leave me.
I want to grow with someone and discover myself as I discover them. I’m so tired of being by myself.
